Friday, August 24, 2012
Feeling odd ...Where is my cup half full??
I have been feeling the oddest sense of unrest today. I cannot put my finger on what has me in such a tizzy and muddled in this hard to describe blah.... For the past few months I have been in a "carpe diem" mindset. Taking time to focus a bit on myself and ponder what is that I want to do when I grow up... (like that will ever really happen )... Overall I have felt very empowered. Yes, there are things I need to work/focus on and current responsibilities in filling the needs of others. But, there will come a day when I will not be needed as mom at the ready and it is important that I have something that fills that space....
Today I just feel forlorn about my goals and dreams. Are they the ridiculous ramblings or realistic expectation?? Surely not the beginnings of a mid-life crisis... for how does one reach the middle of forever. Maybe I just need a long overdue nap..... or maybe a cuppa... a FULL one.... strong.